I'm not in a real happy place right now. Al is gone, which always seems to throw me over the edge. Also having trouble with the kids. Why can't things ever go smoothly when he walks out the door? I've been cleaning all morning and now need to run errands which I would really rather not have to run. I can feel myself toppling into that "I don't want to see anyone or talk to anyone" mode. Not a good thing, not a good thing at all.
Sunday, October 02, 2005
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I'm not in a real happy place right now. Al is gone, which always seems to throw me over the edge. Also having trouble with the kids. Why can't things ever go smoothly when he walks out the door? I've been cleaning all morning and now need to run errands which I would really rather not have to run. I can feel myself toppling into that "I don't want to see anyone or talk to anyone" mode. Not a good thing, not a good thing at all.
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Have no idea of what it is like being you but know that you are strong & independent & can weather any storm. Wish I could help you in some way but can't, just know my thoughts are with you & I know you will manage. Loveya bunches.
Yes, Randi my thoughts and prayers are with you. And yes you are made of strong stuff. Right on Grma!!
I just remember a young girl that was determined to finish high school. And the odds of you finishing were against you. But you did it. Draw on that same determination. I am proud of you for accomplishing this and the many other things you have done in your life. I am always bringing this up to people around me. You are woman! Love always!
We all go through it when the boys leave (and you more so because you have 6 little creatures that have their own parental loss issues I am sure) but you will find something funny in a couple of days to laugh at and will be back to your cheery outgoing self.
Love and miss you girl!! Wish I was there to make you smile (or at least J could).
Hey kiddo,
Just found out about this from Beau. I feel like I took a peek into your life. Sorry you're having a bad day. Know that there is a silly lady in Kansas that loves you. Take care. Sandy Bell
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